As if it was the Last straw

Suddenly, i feel so weak.
My mentality isn't right for a now.
I just feel like backing out from all this Lies.
From how it was started last few weeks to how it is define tomorrow.

(Issue)
We strive for what we believe in our team respectively.
I understand that, maybe i should have react in a better way.
I know, i never show enough to appreciate you,
Nor did i treated you fairly.
Let me humble myself
Look me down and put me down if you must.
There's nothing left of me but you...

Do whatever you please but please don't leave
I need you right now.
You were the backbone of my spirits
that lead me into what i lead the team NOW.

Your outburst was a wake up call
I should have expected long ago.
I'm really feeling guilty for what happen.

Apologizing doesn't matter anymore
because of the things i used to say.
I'm guilty for this. I'm guilty for what i used to say.
I guess that was what you meant from
"hold on to your words cause talk is cheap".

Truthfully,
I don't mind listening to your rants
and stresses everyday, because everytime...
i hope to give the best advices i could in order to create a better space for you.
Just for you and only you.

Right here, right now
I need you to lift up this spirits that is fading away.
For this soul doesn't feel like competing.
For some reasons, he thinks that he has already lose it.
For some reasons, he feels that he's honour is gone.

This plan has been the center of the turmoil.
From the percussion issues,
To how the words were end up in place.
The tunes we made up.
I feel bad for doing this.
Seems like a stealing job.

So...
I'm Left with only A Day.
A Day to define the rest of my Life...
I wouldn't know how it would turn out.
It could be bleak or a saving grace.

There's a lot of things i'm sacrificing.
A lot of things on the line.
My Love, My Honour, The Team's Honour...

To be continued...
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No matter what the outcome is,
I have to be strong to pass this by.
I'm not hoping, Let's leave this to what Fate has in store.
Let's walk the walk, and talk the talk.
I'm mentally drained...

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