maybe i need your help... but you turn me off

Oooo... hellooo....

i'm fine.
no not really that fine.
i'm getting sensitive.
you should know why.

its part of my trait.
it kills me inside
though i'm not showing/telling.
don't force me,
cause i'll resist.

you know i'm weak.
you know i don't retaliate
and you took full advantage of it.

It was meant to be a joke,
in terms of what you think.
It wasn't meant to be,
for what i believe.

Very manipulative you tend to be.
to the people around me,
closest to me,
dearest to me.

you attempted to jeopardize my honour,
at first.
you attempted to jeopardize my relationship,
Now.

Is it meant to be a joke,
Is that 'best of friends' in terms of what you think?

My girl,
it gets even harder to hold on to you
as the days past.

Words from others,
tend to be the most trusting for you.

i'm losing myself with this temper i rage.
Yet not a single has stood by for their assistance.
All i get is just a blissful silence from everyone.

There's no doubt that more challenges are standing my way.
No way can i object to it.
Doubts after doubts.
It will come to me eventually.

Baby,
this relationship,
i guess has become
more of a stalemate
rather than a helping hand.

I'd rather forget this.
Thanks to all the ugly bastards
that just cause a headache.

I should have known.
If i was a burden to you,
Fine...
You don't have to tell the whole world that you have to send me
when all this while you were not willing to do so.

Please inform me to go back on my own
if its troublesome for you.
Say no if you can't,
i didn't force you either.