Damai... di mana

Titisan air mata, yang jatuh kebumi
Tersirat seribu erti
Hanya kelembutan jari mu yang menutup melindungimu
Derup angin mengusap rambutmu
Ibarat ibu yang kau peluk
Tapi sampai bilakah ia kan jadi temanmu

Dengarlah hati yang selama ini yang ku cari masih tiada penganti
Bila ohh bila, Bilakah ia kan berakhir, bila ia kan terhenti ???

Dirimu ibarat sehelai kain putih yang hanyut dipadang tandus
Tiada bezanya kau umpama dahan yang sedang merentung
Keringat yang mengalir dari umbunmu bak setitis salju
Oh Tuhan, Kau kurniakanlah damai dan petunjuk mu

tak sudi, takpe

Biarlah aku meratapi nasib dalam deritaan aku.
Memang tiada siapa yang sudi mendengar cerita cerita sedih.
Raut wajahnya sahaja sudah cukup untuk memberi gambaran tentang perasannya.
Sudah lah, ape guna bertengkar dan bergaduh kalau tak dapat sesuaikan diri.

Kecewa tetap kecewa
difikir fikir kan lagi, tambah kecewanya lagi.
Boleh jadi gila.

Nak kate tak ade, zahir nye ade
Nak kate ade, mcm takde.
The saddest conclusion i could think of for now is that,
i'm with the wrong person.(after much consideration)
Maybe we should go our separate ways.
Idea paling bagus.
This heart doesn't feel BELONG to any.
though it is still inclined for someone.

hmmm... biarlah.
Got home by bus and met my old primary school girl
whom i used to seat next to her in class.
Used to be berisi, but rather slim now.
Lawa oi !!! at least, something to cheer about. haha

maybe i need your help... but you turn me off

Oooo... hellooo....

i'm fine.
no not really that fine.
i'm getting sensitive.
you should know why.

its part of my trait.
it kills me inside
though i'm not showing/telling.
don't force me,
cause i'll resist.

you know i'm weak.
you know i don't retaliate
and you took full advantage of it.

It was meant to be a joke,
in terms of what you think.
It wasn't meant to be,
for what i believe.

Very manipulative you tend to be.
to the people around me,
closest to me,
dearest to me.

you attempted to jeopardize my honour,
at first.
you attempted to jeopardize my relationship,
Now.

Is it meant to be a joke,
Is that 'best of friends' in terms of what you think?

My girl,
it gets even harder to hold on to you
as the days past.

Words from others,
tend to be the most trusting for you.

i'm losing myself with this temper i rage.
Yet not a single has stood by for their assistance.
All i get is just a blissful silence from everyone.

There's no doubt that more challenges are standing my way.
No way can i object to it.
Doubts after doubts.
It will come to me eventually.

Baby,
this relationship,
i guess has become
more of a stalemate
rather than a helping hand.

I'd rather forget this.
Thanks to all the ugly bastards
that just cause a headache.

I should have known.
If i was a burden to you,
Fine...
You don't have to tell the whole world that you have to send me
when all this while you were not willing to do so.

Please inform me to go back on my own
if its troublesome for you.
Say no if you can't,
i didn't force you either.